Hello,
I am fed up with it do you hear.
I have been on my own now for the best part of eight years, I have been out of the dating game for that long I don't even remember how to approach a girl and talk to her these days.
I might not be pretty, or I might not be the worlds greatest lover, but I am someone who you can count on at any time. I know what it right and what is wrong, I also respect women........So why the fuck can't I get one.
I have never been a stupidly shallow person, I obviously would like someone pretty, but that's it. I don't want some super model....been there, done that and they are the most uptight and boring people I have ever met.
I don't even go for the whole big breasts thing that most guys go for, it really doesn't matter to me.
I just want someone who I can spend some time with, talk to, someone who won't judge me. I just need someone of the opposite sex.
Reading back what I have just written, makes me sound so pathetic, but I ain't. I am just sick to death of being on my own.
My best friend a girl who goes by the name of Hoppity Haggard is a stunning, beautiful girl and she says to me all the time "You will get someone" I hope to god she's right, because right now I am begining to doubt it.
I love talking to women, I love listening to them. Hoppity is the exception in my life (she really is stunning) and people often say, why don't you and her get together. Okay so say we did. we love each other to bits, that's for sure. We have no secrets from one another, in fact she knows more about me that any other living person.
We love spending time together even if she is working a hell of allot of hours........So why don't we get together..........It's kind of simple when you hear it.
We would end up killing each other. I am twice here age (Yeah I know age is just a number and all that Malarky) It does make a difference.
Do I fancy her, was a question I was asked the other day.....Of course I do, she is beautiful, tall and lovely, I would love to do unspeakable things to her, but that's just lust, and what we have is far greater than that. I would never risk my friendship with her just for a session of swapping body fluids (Yeah that was a bit coarse.....sorry)
She is the best friend I have ever had, she tells me straight and pulls no punches and is about the best thing that has come into my life for twenty odd years.........Isn't that what a best friend is suppossed to do though, be straight with you, and say it like it is.
So there you have it Hoppity and me as a couple, World War III, no thanks.
I am just bored with life at the moment, I need someone who will keep me occupied (again, not the best way of putting things) I just want someone.
Jesus Christ, it's got to be my time soon, as I ain't getting any younger, I might be as fit as fuck and look after myself, but even so. I got this nightmare of waking up one day when I am to old and thinking "is this it, am I doomed to spend what is left of my life alone"
